Paingloss
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Playing chess, with an emphasis on play.
Paingloss is like putting a happy gloss on existential pain. It comes from Pangloss from Candide, and I just didn't want to use the exact name.

No that is not a picture of me. it's just a good representation of my expression while playing, sometimes more mean mug sometimes more of the profuse sweating.