Theishvalan

Heeyyy its me James, I'm 14, really bad at chess. Christian [duh] I am a Calvinist btw 

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[if you wanna waffle about my beliefs plz take it to dms.] my friends are: [if ur not on here I still love you as a breh or sis in Christ dw : } @Stargirlisawesome34 KAATTTIEEE oml how far have we come since June lel. Its dope we can text now, We REALLY like to CAP spam lol. Keep being the W Christ loving Gaara fangirl you are lol. @Hislovingservant. LINDAAAA Like my 2nd friend on CYCT, miss you so much: { but you gotta lemme duck songeth you lol. @Birdsong06, ABBBIEEE its sad we can't meet IRL yet but I hope we can soon!! Keep slaying fellow Reformed!! also SW >>>>>>>>>>>>> HP. @JosephB772. Sussy boi. Thanks for being a great friend and keeping the swiftes away!! @Snc_2022 and @Oac_2022.  @HeistheLightoftheWorld nice person, likes HP tho smhh we all know Star wars on top, and please stop playing Caro Kann its overrated. Jk even I bongcloud sometimes.

Seth and Owen, thank y'all sm for being IRL friends of mine, going to homeschool coup with me, getting me into cc, and constantly being better at chess lol. Y'all shaped my journey sm and God bless you both!! @Drummer_GD_Elijah. nice guy, helped me fight my crush. Never gonna give you up Adding more soon lol Never gonna give you up. I live in south dakota with two sibs and chickens!! I enjoy CHRIST, psychology, chess, checkers, philosophy, morality, criminology, star wars, Narnia, anime like death note hxh fullmetal alchemist and naruto. I like greenday, nirvana, history is my fav subject, anndd I WON the k-8 SD champs this year What, are you scared of me? That's embarrassing If it wasn't for me, you would've never wrote Therapy I've been here for you, but how come you're never there for me? It's a little bit twisted, but I miss when you and I had scary dreams (I don't really wanna talk about it) Well, that's too bad now, Nate, shut up Now where were we? Way back in the day when You and I had it all mapped out in the basement Cryin' in your room like a baby ("I wish mom was here") We all do so we wouldn't have to hear about it Every single record you don't really wanna change me Yeah, I'm the one that made this happen Do you really wanna get rid of your main attraction? Let's pack our bags and go back to Gladwin now Yeah, it's time for the third record And you know I got the content I don't wanna make you nervous But it ain't like it used to be We got a lotta people watchin' You told me that you don't want me in your life, that's pretty hard to digest And I told you I'd leave when we die And we ain't died yet Therapy Session was beautiful, Nate, but I'm wonderin' what's comin' next Yeah, get that stupid hat off of your head when I'm talkin' to you, you hear what I said? You don't like the prison I built you? Yeah, you wanna know what the funny thing is? You keep on talkin' to me like a stranger, but we've been together since you were a kid Took us from a no-name Told you everything was okay Now you tryna cut me out of it like I ain't never been a part of it I am the heart of it, I made this whole thing Yeah, I put us on the dope stage You must have no brain What's the point of having guns if you can't aim? What's the point of having blood with no veins? What's the point of having love with no pain? What I'm sayin' is, me without you doesn't make any sense I know I'm intense and controlling, but you need to learn how to cope with it That's just the way that it is If you didn't want me to live in your house, you shouldn't have let me move in It's comfortable in here and I like it, I got my own room and everything It don't get better than this You say you wanna own your life, then wake up and take your own advice You just mad 'cause you know I'm right Yeah, I'm flattered you put me in Mansion, but you should've told 'em right Hold your hands on the coldest nights You didn't tell 'em 'bout the times you and I used to hold the mic I mean, what are you, outta your mind? 'Cause both of us will be, come on, let's go outside Is this what you wanted? Both of us out in the open? Let's do it then I mean, why are you doin' this? I know that you're mad, but I'm not in the mood for this We got a record to drop So why you actin' like I'm not a part of it? (And where is my shovel at?) Prolly out back where it always is You can't get rid of all of me I'm the reason why (Nah, shut up, I don't wanna hear another sentence) Hey, I'm NF "Is it me or the fear talkin'?" Ha, What a dumb question Yeah, it's real music 'til the day we die, right? (Yeah) Ain't that the slogan, Nathan? (Thought I told you to keep your mouth shut) I mean, so what? You know I never listen Let me guess We gon' dig a hole, kill the track, and prolly put a beat in it Rap about it for like three minutes Ayy, that's pretty deep, isn't it? Wait a minute, you don't really think for a second that you're puttin' me in this? (No, of course not, just a lil' deeper then we'll go inside and we can stop diggin') Woo You had me scared for a second, I thought we were diggin' my grave [Nathan:] We did, what, you don't like bein' afraid? Here's a dose of your own medicine What, you don't like how it tastes? My therapist told me don't bury my issues, but I'ma be honest, man, I'm feelin' great I think it's only right we go back to where you were created I wrote a song for Johnny without you, but he ain't gon' like it, let's see how he takes it He prolly don't even remember us, does he? I wish I was burying anger, but both of us know I'ma need him for that song He still lives in the basement Almost done, shoulda done this a year ago I don't know why I waited You know how I get it, I put everything off in my personal life, you hear what I'm sayin'? That was a joke Yeah, it's hilarious, ain't it? You'll spend the rest of your life in my backyard or back of my mind, depends how you see it Put the shovel away, time to go back in the house now, you'll be out in a week Tellin' me you want your room back, that's funny, what, you ain't got nowhere to sleep? I'ma just look out the window and laugh at you, this is crazy to me 'Cause I thought you had me in prison this whole time, but I'm the one holdin' the keys